Thanks Joseph for reminding me to upload my pictures onto Facebook. You guys can go see it already.

Didn't really take alot of pictures with alot of people though. Guess the event is just way too chaotic to find people. Well its good in a way i guess. Keep my circle small.

Did lotsa stupid poses though. Graduation just screams Harry Potter.

Expelliarmus~!

Note: I'm not a fan of Harry Potter, nor have i read any of the books. Maybe this will give me some motivation to read.

Even though it's kinda late, i just have this strong feeling to record some bits of my life. Somehow deep inside me there's a nagging feeling that this information might be useful later on.

Been playing Shattered Galaxy for the past few weeks, after the Diablo II rush. SG is probably one of the most elegantly designed games i've ever played. Simple game mechanics (basic starcraft knowledge will do), massive character and unit customisation and very well-balanced overall.

Apologies if i havent been responding much online. It's very addictive. And especially more if you have close friends playing too.

Took my ippt yday. For the first time in my life, i got the full score for the test, but it doesnt count as a gold. Yea, stupid SAF standards. And for the first time in 4 years, i ran a sub-10 timing for the 2.4km run. 9:49 to be exact. Just 5 seconds short for a gold. I can say i was quite disappointed, but i didn't start off the run expecting a gold. So it's kinda like mixed feelings. Happy that i sub-10, yet sad that it wasn't a gold. Note that i really didn't train much for the run.

But dun expect me to go back for a re-test. Once a year is enough. It's actually quite pressurising for me to take the test. But at least Maju has kinda upgraded their facilities and made the run indoors too.

With the extra cash, i bought myself some hello panda to snack on. I don't snack at all, so this is a really a special case. I love hello panda. Didn't realise that they have new flavours. Can see that i'm out of touch with the hello panda scene already.

Work in 2 weeks' time. Grad in 4 day's time. All the important stuff in life is coming soon.

It's funny how i still get nightmares about my exams, like forgetting to write my helpsheet, or study for the wrong topic etc etc. I've fucking graduated already, but yet it just doesnt register in my head. I'm still feeling stressed about it for some crazy unknown reason.

Maybe part of me still wants to continue studying. I do enjoy the sheltered feeling. But i guess there's always a time for everything, and now is to work and earn money to move on in life. Settling down is perhaps the number 1 priority now.

Grow up Chang. You're still like a kid.

Phew, finally finished recording and mixing and sending out my latest song - Rain(e) (click).

Lyrics if anyone needs:
I hate it when it rains
On the days i wanna play
Oh i don't know why
Why it's raining everyday

Coincidentally
My girlfriend's named Raine
And i don't know how
She'll react when i say

Oh i hate you, hate you rain
Could you please go away
Oh i hate you, hate you rain
Could you please go away

Sometimes i would pray
That the rain won't come today
But the skies turned dark
Guess it's raining here again

And then i turned to Raine
"Look, We can't go on our date"
Then her face turned black
Now i'm taking all the blame

Oh i hate you, hate you rain
Could you please go away
Oh i hate you, hate you rain
Could you please go away

You're driving me insane
Oh no
Why can't i stop this pain

I hate it when it rains
On the days i wanna play

I hate it when it rains
On the days i wanna play
It's been quite awhile
And i'm not feeling great

But i still have Raine
She cheers me every way
Like a yellow Sun
Shining brightly everyday

But i still hate you, hate you rain
Could you please go away
And i hate you, hate you rain
Cos you're driving me insane

I hate you rain~
Oh yea~
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Oh yea, i still hate my voice haha. But i guess the higher key this time helps open up the voice alittle bit more, so it doesnt sound as bad as "Tell Me". I also did alittle key shift for the outro, so yea tt's quite oomph eh? Haha. Damn ego now.

"Solos" was conceived while recording. That's pretty much what i came up with when i just whack. The e-rhythm guitars werent there initially, but after some noodling and riffing around, yea i decided to put them in. Kinda kicks the song into overdrive.

All sounds from the Cube 30. Nothing fancy.

Didn't bother to do vocal harmonising this time. I guess i'm just lazy. And tired. It sounds fine as it is now. Simple and clean enough.

I realise i prefer writing songs than engineering songs. Though it's kind of a painful fun when u try to realise the song in your head into reality. Fun but painful at the same time. Especially when i'm doing it by trial and error most of the time.

Anyways this song is a fun play on Shirui's eng name. So yea, dun get angry ok.

It's been almost a year since i produced a new song. So u can roughly imagine how good are the bands in churning out songs and albums on a yearly basis. Which is why i say this music business is really all about whether you have the flair for writing songs or not. And mind you, songs that stick in people's heads. Hard is probably an understatement.

K gonna crash. Gonna have my perfect scrambled eggs for breakfast as a reward tml. Thanks Gordon Ramsey for teaching my duck-handed gf how to cook. :D

(can't get angry at me, cos i recorded the song already. Immunity for 1 week :P:P:P)

I hurt my left middle finger so i have to shelf my recording plans for the moment. Bummer.

Any left middle finger related activites would have to be put on hold as well.

A certain close friend of mine should read this: How to put up with some idiot telling you a story he clearly just made up.

I'm not being mean. He just needs a nudge in the right direction.

According to a book i just borrowed, a high school basketball player in the states would have to run 2.4km under 8 mins 30 secs to score full marks for his fitness evaluation. That's fucking madness.

Mom changed my ant medicine without me asking for it. That's very sweet of her.

Brad Pitt has a nice ass in Troy. All guys should have tt kind of ass. Girls will die for that kind of ass. I almost lost my girlfriend halfway through the movie. Luckily my ass isn't half-bad.

Caught Game 2 of the finals today. Magic finally managed to make some of their shots. But please tell Skip to not shoot the ball anymore cos everybody knows he's not going to make his threes. Howard still looks really lost on the offensive end, probably cos Gasol is too smart for him. Stop whining and go hard, instead of waiting for cheap foul calls.

But today's game showed that Magic can beat the Lakers, cos even when the Magic was playing sub-par they still had a legitimate chance to win. I really think this series is for the Magic to lose. Its more like they were giving away games to the Lakers.

Kobe's still deadly. Think he will be Finals MVP this time around. He's just too good already.

Supper and movie. See ya guys.

I learnt a new mnemonic today: Every Acid Dealer Gets Busted Eventually
E A D G B e

And i got mentioned in Johnson's blog too: Click

It's true that i'm quite negative most of the time. I just like to attack the weak points in people's ideas, and see how well they can defend their ideas. To me, it really reveals quite alot about a person. Some people give up quickly, some people don't really put much thought into their words, some just have blind faith, some put up a good verbal fight, some can really articulate and embarass me.

It really doesnt matter whether i win, or whether my opinion holds water. My opinion is just my opinion, it shouldn't have to be your answer. Which is why sometimes i dun really like to give some people my advice, cos some people tend to take it as it is, instead of understanding it and reformulate their own thoughts.

I just try my best to have educated and well researched opinions.

That being said, i do like to teach and impart knowledge. But only to people that really want to learn from me. I hate to waste time on people that are simply not interested. It's like talking to the wall, which i already get from msn where people just MIA halfway through a conversation.

That is why i can't be a teacher, or a tutor. But i guess i can be a guitar teacher, when my skills are up to par.

Almost finished writing the song. Will probably add more instrumentation first, then cut where necessary. I figured that this is the only way to go cos it's quite impossible to add on more midi instrumentation during the recording process. So the only way to go is to add as much junk and cut.

NBA Finals in 6 hours. Woo!

Been Diabloing for a while. Yea hardcore really keeps you honest.

But enough of that already. No more thinking about quirky builds and wonder if they can take on Hell.

Starting to work abit more on the song for Raine. Adding basslines now. Nothing too fancy as always. Can't say i can come up with very creative basslines. I'm really more of the "keep the most of the chord tones in beat with the kick drum" kinda guy.

Drum works. Guess i can record soon.

Caught Sicko last night. Very sad and scary show. I understand why our country probably can't support universal healthcare, but medisave really isn't that much too. When you dun earn much, ur medisave sucks, u suffer when u are old. Insurance has alot of loopholes which companies will exploit to deny payment. It sucks to know u bought protection that is insufficient. And it's too late to supplement it when you need it.

In case anyone's in need of some nudity late at night, can watch Cashback. Quite a AF (arty-farty) show to justify the naked women.

No idea why i'm just really in the mood for some shit ass funny show, but none of the titles i currently have fall into that category.

Caught Gattaca just now too. Not bad, good plot. Can watch to get a good feel of what would happen if we are able to choose what our traits babies would have. I personally think that it's some sort of natural evolution, that any animal over the course of time will adapt and adopt stronger traits for survival and discard weak traits.

Koyuki started a new band. I'm supposed to go watch their live. It's pop this time, should be fine.

I'm starting a new chin up initiative. Basically, everytime i get out of the house i'll do 10 chin ups. Not very taxing, and i can easily clock up to 40 a day. Of course you can punish yourself by doubling frequency, like one set before u go out to somewhere, and one set when you come back.

Chin ups are good. Good for your pull up jumpers.

Kobe vs Dwight. Who will win? This probably comes down to tactics, cos the only problematic player in Orlando is Dwight. So if LA can get him into foul trouble, then they will have a easy time, with a good end game player like Kobe to finish games.

But from the Houston series u can see LA doesnt have much heart sometimes, and they are kinda weak in the paint too. I mean, Houston didnt have Yao and Mutombo and LA still struggled. So yea.

I dun take sides. I love both teams. They are all good.

Good night. Hope the Sloan's work tml morning. And then i'll get a bottle. :D

I dun understand why people bother to msn me to make a comment on my lifestyle when they can't even get their own life right.

We should all learn to hate ourselves less.