Another "Hmm..." Entry

Bloggin right now, partly cos kinda bored (only Louis is talking to me), and also cos my silly gal says she misses my blogs. Quite amusing, sha mei i can tell u everything by mouth, dun have to do it so indirectly to know what's happening in my life. -.-

Went to Qian Hui's bday party, with the warning "no pink or white" by her. Din really know why it's like tt, but i decided to play it safe and wear some other colours instead. She's kinda fierce u know haha. Upon reaching then i realised y she has to threaten us with tt "death threat". Yea, bday gal was wearing a pink top and white pants, so we're not supposed to be in the same colour as her. More outstanding looking i guess...but no difference la in my opinion. Lighting was poor, so everyone looked dark. Haha.

Anyways, met up with my JC class and my ex-NDU officer was there also. Everyone din change much from the previous party at Li ling's, and got to see Peck Lian in person finally. Gave her my almighty CD compilation which includes (many bands la, too many to list. I doubt u pple are interested too). Still the same spunky mad girl i know, this time she brought her bass over too. A black Samick precision bass copy. Looks good, but the headstock spoils it all la...so sorry. Manage to catch up with her on some stuff, mainly music. Surprisingly the rest of the class is interested in our conversation too. Shrug.

Yanting mentioned tt when she saw my blog she got to see a different side of me, a side relatively dark and mysterious. Technically speaking, i'm like tt. But, to please the general crowd, everybody has to be happy. Or appear happy. Else everyone will think u are dao, attitude, anti-social...all things negative. Like what happened when i was in JC 1. Apparently, people cannot accept the fact tt i tend to be alittle more quiet at times, and tt sometimes i just do not wanna make conversation cos i dun feel like it. When u are moody, pple will probe...ask qns, start gossiping abt u...this and that. We do have our moments alright. Anyways i've learnt to be more approachable and friendly, just so tt pple will talk to me when i really want to talk to them. I guess it's a 2 way thing for conversation to happen. U just can't force it out.

Alot of things pple do not know abt each other, partly cos A doesnt bother to ask, and B doesnt bother to explain. Tt's y pple get so shocked when they find out that Wenchang plays guitar, plays an electric somemore! Has a band! Writes originals somemore! Same thing goes for Peck. Actually, it's nothing much. If u bother to talk to each other more, there wun be such surprises at all. Might be able to discover some common interest too.

For the first time, i actually felt like staying longer to chat with my JC mates, but damn bday gal booked the wrong day la. Sunday...tml pple gotta go work, so all have to leave early. If it was Saturday at least can stay for a little longer i guess, and maybe stay over if bday gal allows (doubt so). Also, quite a bad location chosen this time, actually also not her fault, just tt some of my frens not street smart enuff to find their way over to the place. In the end it was just a small grp, some pple supposed to come din cos they were either lost or just din not come. Quite a waste, but i guess Peck's party is gonna be better. Learn from past mistakes i think.

Sidetrack: Today wasn't particularly good, cos i feel that there was no kick in everything. Yea probably u are new to it, so i hope u can work on it more and be a little bit proactive. Dun need me to spell out everything, u know it yourself. Seriously i feel that he's still better than u in a certain way. We'll try again next time if i'm free.