Went to Peck's party just now, quite fun, but alittle too crowded for me. I think there were 100 pple there? Seems like it tho. Saw quite a few pple tt i never expected to see like Cuiru, Bernard, Junyu, Jiaqi, Selene... the list goes on. Everyone seems to have changed abit, in terms of appearance and mannerisms. Yup, probably it's the age factor and probably it's the environment too. We adapt to survive.

Felt alittle funny just now yet again, partly cos Nic has Nik right now, so i've technically "lost" my buddy. Add in the fact tt Peck keeps introducing me to her friends, esp the *cough* church *cough* ppl.. yea makes me feel even more uncomfortable. And also she keeps introducing me as the pro/zai/godly guitarist tt's gonna wow ur pants off.... haha i wonder how'd they react when they see me play. *snigger* Really la Peck, i'm ur son. Tt's good enuff. They dun need to know the extra stuff.

Umm party's abit hi-bye for me i guess, after all the class pple, i mean how much do i know them and vice versa. There isnt tt much of a connection that we can make. Yea just like Jiaqi said. And the amusing thingy is i also din manage to sneak in tt many words to her too. Shrug. I guess we all only have that much to say, umm or maybe we just bother to say tt much.

Negative thoughts. So many of them tt i couldn't sleep last night.

And i have to wake up in the morning for Beez. Fortunately lesson was good. Or shld i say i was awake enough to absorb the stuff. Good shit. I feel that i'm progressing on to something real good.

Gal just asked me if the song Standstill was abt us, cos truthfully speaking we havent spent time together for quite awhile. But well, no it's not. It's just a nice catchy chorus which kept repeating in my head the other sleepless night so i just have to let it out. And tt melody is also equally annoyingly infectious.

I'm surprised by the fact tt Yilong is very very impressed with the recording of Standstill, even tho it's still nowhere near CD quality yet, but it's good enuff for him and his discerning ears. Goes to show tt a good recording can go a long way.