Blogging away again. Yea it's one of those nights, where u are feeling down and out for no apparent reason. Maybe the reason is apparent, but i'm trying to run away from it i guess. Fortunately Ying Hong is nice enough to come accompany me for supper. Rare chance do u get someone doing this for u. Esp in hall.

Had the first band meetup today. Pretty boring. I have a talented but very showy drummer, a China man who only plays folk songs, a guitarist who's forced to become a bassist for the greater good, a keyboardist who can't save himself, and a singer who loves Corrinne May. Gosh. And it's supposed to be rockin'. The drummer Sean, can really play. He's good, way better than Xiang. Feeling, dynamics, just alittle less technical than Ben. But i'll take him anytime man. Seriously, tho he has to drop his showy attitude. Dude, we all know u can play. Chill.

Yi Ming the China Man, erhmm... can play too. Pretty good on the acoustic, but umm, it's not a polka folk band dude. Sorry that ur Chinese Min Yao songs can't work here. Xin Yao will be a better place for u anytime. Kelvin the keyboardist...classically trained. Means he need the notes or else he can't play. No idea how to help u either. Go figure. And Sue ann, sorry to say, I've never heard of Tori Amos. And Corinne May songs? We'll see abt tt.

Basically, i'm pretty upset abt the lineup. No idea y Dan chose to throw all the freshies into one band. And it's a weird lineup too. 2 guitars and 1 keys..alittle overkill? Shrug.

Sigh guess i can't rock it out with u anymore Robin. Have fun with the other band.

Stuck in a rut.

With everyone expecting this and that from me. Like i'm a god.

I'm human k, and i dun believe in god.

Sometimes i dun even believe in myself.