Wednesday, September 21, 2005

K shall blog alittle, tho it's pretty late now. Reason for staying up so late? DoTA. Sigh, kinda got enticed to play when i dropped by JJ's room and he's playing. With everyone else. Guess i feel the pressure not to be left out. But, right now i dun feel it anymore. It was good while it lasted, tho i doubt i'll touch it ever again. Yea too time consuming. Makes me feel guilty whenever i dun spend time studying or working on the fretboard.
It gets to me. Real bad sometimes.
Well half of term break is gone. Effectively it's Wednesday now. Time really flies when u are studying man. Before u know it, it's another week gone. Long gone are the clear leave days when i just slack and while the days away.
Sometimes i really feel like moving to the countryside. Away from it all. A simple life, with my wife and probably a pet or smthing. No kids, they are too troublesome if u wanna lead a quiet life. I guess we are all living proofs of problematic children. Everyday i'll just wake up, go to the back of my garden and grab some greens, and we'll have a simple meal.
No worries.
Probably u dun hear this alot from me, but i miss you alot. Really. I admit tt everyday's harder to pass, with each day i miss u more and more. Somehow i dread waking up every morning, cos i'll lose u in my dreams. I miss ur smiles. They brighten up my day so much. It's now dark and gloomy everyday.
Please come back soon.
*mini wave*

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