Tuesday, December 13, 2005

So well it's official. I'm not gonna stay hall nxt sem. I can forsee alot of responses but let's just say tt it's not worth staying anymore. At least for now. Maybe if TH is kind enuff they'll let me stay in year 2 or something? We'll see abt that. Until then, i'm a free man!
If u really need to know the reasons, here's why(in no particular order/importance):
  1. $1700 per sem is too freaking ex. Well it took me 1 sem to realise it but it's never too late. I feel that my parent's money can be better spent elsewhere like... SEP. Hmm.
  2. Hall is too busy. And the saddening thing is, i'm not feeling very satisfied with the activities in hall. Part of my main aim to stay in hall was to kind of learn some new stuff and meet some great people. Sad to say it ain't happening.
  3. Band: Kinda got stuck with the non-rocking crowd. Took me pains to hype them up, but pple are just not tt interested la. Plus, if i'm the so-called best guitarist in band, there's gotta be some problem there man.
  4. Xinyao: Guess it's really not for me. Chinese pop ain't my cup of tea and there ain't anyone to teach me stuff.
  5. PA: Probably the place where i learnt the most, but sometimes it seems more like a chore to me to do the duty and all tt. I love music, but i realise i just dun really like setting it up.
  6. Well it's gal's last sem, and i wish i can go sch with her for the very last time. Yea it's now or never. She's gonna grow up and join the workforce pretty soon, so this is the last chance we can go sch together.
  7. Hall people, some are good some are bad. But i realise ultimately they are just people who will disappear from ur life after u leave hall/uni. Well not to say they are insignificant to my life, but umm i just feel tt eventually we will part so y not make this simple and sweet. Alison mentioned something abt company, but street42 guys will always be there for me anytime any day. It's torturous to go thru so much trouble just to get someone to eat dinner with u in hall.

It's amusing how the whole world starts caring for u once again when u decide to withdraw from hall. It suddenly makes u feel so impt to other pple. Perhaps this is one of the reasons y pple continue to stay in hall. Peer pressure. But whatever the case i'm not someone who will succumb to peer pressure. In fact i give so much peer pressure to other pple tt they succumb to me haha ^^

Anyways i havent blogged for a while, reason being there's nothing interesting to blog abt. It's been training on 1 3 5 and waking at 3 pm on 2 4 6 7 looking ard the hse and waste the day away. Yea simple as tt.

Recording a new song btw, a cross between Marilyn Manson and Linkin Park, tho i feel it's more inclined to Linkin Park. Needs some Chester-ish screaming but im not really able to muster tt. Layed down the music already, all it lacks now is the lyrics and singing. Probably do it someday when i get inspired.

Tt's abt it. Watch out for the song release!

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