I have to say i have this evil habit of cyber-stalking. Like snooping on other pple's blogs, friendster, blah blah. Damn, i think i shld become a private detective on something. Seems like it's totally in my genes. Oh yea not to mention google really makes it easy for one to check up on somebody. Just have to know the keywords to type ^^.

Sorry, i dunno what this confession is about, but i think i just have to let it out somehow.

Quite a number of my "friends" have broken up with their partners. And they've managed to get hold of new ones. Seems like i'm the only one tt's sticking in it for the long haul. I'm not complaining, but it's just interesting to observe the phenomenon happening. Kinda defies most statistical odds.

Someone once mentioned a very long time ago tt, i was only toying with my girlfriend. Tt the girl i really liked wasnt her, and all tt bullshit. I wonder how tt came about, but i guess tt person would have to eat her table now or smthing. Crazy thoughts and crazy words coming out from crazy pple.

Sidetrack: my delete button just doesnt work. Interesting.

Anyways, i jammed with Xiang and Biao today. It still felt like 3 years ago. Or issit 4 yrs ago. Meaning, everyone is still stagnant, we couldnt really do everything right. But it was alright, since we were just there to test out the new cymbals tt Xiang bought. And frankly speaking, i dun really hear much difference as the room is just extremely acoustically unbalanced. The sound just ricochets off everything, and all the sound is just muddled up. Well as long as he is happy, it's fine. A man who buys new gear will always be happy. For 6 months.

Plugging for a friend: Please buy J-Rock band R.E.I's latest CD album "Revelations" for only $14.90 @ rei.koyuki@hotmail.com. I cannot guarantee tt it is good.

And yea i cant see my tagboard yet again. I'm struggling with the decision to change to Daniel's, but his looks so much uncool with tt little symbols at the top. I still prefer my slick black one. Just tt it dies on me so often.

Oh and this part is for Shirui: Today i played ball with a pretty gal! Lalalala. I'm also having fun in SG ^^. Ok, not really playing ball with her, more like she's shooting in the same court as me. And she keep picking ball for me. So nice. This kind of gf is good. One tt pick balls for the bf. Lots to learn u have to young padawan. Roar!

Ok, tt's so gonna get me killed. But tt's how our relationship works. Be open with everything. At least the impact isnt tt bad. I hope.

Something to point out: I find it very distressing to speak to someone in Mandarin, if all along i was speaking to him/her in English. To add to the stress, said person isnt very good in Chinese to begin with, so i dun really see his/her point to convert half-fuckly to Mandarin mid way thru the conversation, cos in the end he/she will change back to English. Yea. It's weird. Moral of the story: The language i speak to u in, is kinda fixed. Meaning the first day i hit u with English, u are pretty much a "i must speak English to this person". Same goes for the other language. But there are exceptions. Like Shirui, Kai, maybe Yiwei, and probably newer people tt i havent really settled in the language thing with them yet.

I wonder if there are any professional-sounding musicians tt gives away their music for free. If Britney Spears gave her music away for free, would she dominate the world market and what not? Seems like it's impossible, since the reason for the domination is via advertising, and the reason to advertise is because of it's sales potential. I wonder if there's any like word-of-mouth songs tt's going around and is dominating the world market. Mmm, maybe happy birthday?

I've typed a bunch of random crap today. I guess tt's the way this blog will slowly end up to be. Full of random stuff, randomly updated, with a tagboard tt randomly decides to malfunction. And once in a random while, a random genre-d song will be uploaded, listened by randomly interested people. And then it will be forgotten, and get archived with the rest of the random songs.

I like this whole idea of random. Maybe i shld really write 1 random song. I wonder how random tt could be. If there's a plan, then it isnt random. Gah, nvm i think it's bullshit

And yea, time to snooze. It's 2am. Work work.