One of my female friend's MSN nick read: Chivalry should be inculcated into every Singaporean man. I dun really quite get what chivalry is abt. To me, it means something like stepping to help defend a damsel in distress kinda thing. Or in ah beng terms, pick a fight when needed.
Apparently she's one girl tt appreciates such kinda behaviour. Conversely, Shirui's one tt doesnt approve of such behaviour. It's weird how women think. Personally, i wouldn't go around picking a fight even when provoked. Unless i get fucking pissed. For some wrong reasons. It's not even abt the ego at stake. Sometimes, u just wanna fuck someone up. Pure simple reason.
But anyways, i dun think Singaporean men are tt un-chivalrous (spell check here). Especially since most of us went thru NS. There's always some pride in every man. The ego. So if a guy din help u (a girl) when u needed help, it's not tt he's un-chivalrous. It's either tt: you are not pretty enough/ he really has something more impt to do than to help u this poor whiny weakling/ he was really not aware tt someone needs help. Under all normal circumstances, a guy would help a girl. Tt's like law of nature man.
Bah, everything is bullshit. I'm just ranting.
I hate it when pple take me for granted. Or when they invade my personal space. Or when they think they can decide to do certain things without my permission. Let me say something, WHEN IT COMES TO STUFF BELONGING TO ME, I GUARD IT FIERCELY.
So dun mess ard with me. And dun put words into my mouth. And unless it's a binding contract, I can change my fucking mind anytime i want. Face it. It's my rules.
Sorry to everyone tt knows me, for i am extremely individualistic. So, dun really count too much on your "friendship" with me. To you, it may mean everything. But only i know whether it means something. Then again, when u know u are great friends with me, probably yea we are. When u can't say something like tt, yea probably u are dispensible to me.
Have i reminded u all of my viewpoint on friends?
Sometimes it's irritating for pple who nv bothered to contact u for years to suddenly wanna come and talk to you, and burden you with their life problems and blah. And all they rant abt is the old times. And it gets boring, cos u wanna move on but these people are like just freeze framed in time. I wonder what makes them tick.
Johnson's pretty nice, he's posted up "Birds and the Beez" on S.O.F.T. to... well, just get some listens and awareness for such a beautiful track (i hope.) Here's the url to the thread:
So any softies here, might wanna go give ur support or something? I dunno what's the underlying aim, but i guess, since it's just a tribute, more pple shld be listening. Post something i guess, keep the thread alive. Maybe one day Beez will hear it himself. I wonder how tt will turn out.
When it comes to stuff like tt, i'm pretty shy abt it. It's not like sports, where everything is pretty much defined in terms of absolute numbers. If you are good enough to flaunt it, more or less u know it. Music is somewhat grey-ish. A man's meat is another man's poison, or whatever the saying goes. Yea, so u can't really go about flaunting ur wares, cos it just ain't right sometimes.
Thus i always believe tt if i were ever good enough, other people will publicize it for me. So u can pretty much sense how good i am at the moment la. Hahahahahahahahha. Mock laughter. I wonder how come i can type haha, when i'm having a glum face right now.
It's weird how alot of things function in this world. Apparently it's just meant to be like tt. Life is irrational.
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