It's been more than a week since i put my braces on. I must say it's really not as shitty as what most people told me. Other than the fact tt i cannot really bite, there isn't any other problems whatsoever. And it's pretty comfortable too, so far so good. No ulcers either, which is quite fortunate.

Happy's behaviour has been kinda a toss up for the past few days. Sometimes adorable, sometimes extremely naughty and irritating, sometimes extremely sedated and moody. He's more PMS than Shirui. And i kinda think tt he doesnt like me, cos i can't seem to get his attention at all. Shrug. I'm not very good with dogs seriously, or at least i still can't understand him yet.

NUS lost the IVP finals, which was quite a pity, cos this year they had a pretty solid team with good bench players. But ultimately TP had the better point guard, which i felt tt was the most crucial factor in IVP standard. The team that had the best point guard would usually win. Like the case for Michael Wong during NTU's reign for the past yrs.

Sometimes i felt that i probably shouldnt have quit the team then. But of course now it's too late and all the years have already passed. Wasted years perhaps? It has always been a situation where either i'm super passionate but the people around me are not, or i'm not passionate but the people around me are. Oh well.

I would just have to make the best use of my time right now. I've got only roughly 1 more year left before life hits me with the ultimate sucker punch.

Chao asked me why am i bothering to self-train so hard for basketball right now, when i'm not playing for any team or intending to join one. Good question i ask myself sometimes too, but i guess for me it's all about doing the best i can be right now and not disappoint myself yet again.

Everytime i look back at my life and i asked myself whether i could have worked harder and done better. And almost everytime the answer is yes. So it's time to set things right.

I just hope it's not too late. It's never too late right?