Finally, i decide to write another one. I guess ultimately, it's just my decision whether to share what i'm thinking or not. Doesn't really concern anyone anyways. Not that anyone is interested too. Ok maybe some.

She's leaving tml. Gosh, so tt's it. I'm not gonna see her for abt 4 mths. The feeling is less of sadness i'd say. I dun really feel sad, cos i believe it's a good opportunity for her to "open up her eyes". Kai's a different man when he came back from Sweden, so i guess this will be enriching for her as well. Somehow, i wanted her to go. I guess this is a good time to test ourselves, and also gives me time to sort out what i wanna do. Still in a dilemma.

Anyways, take care of urself. U dun have me around for now, so yup be a good girl. *pat*

Sch is just alright, i'm beginning to sleep less for lectures. Beginning is the key word here haha. Lucky to be with my ex-NDU batchmates for 3 tutorials. Goodness how lucky is tt. And yea, managed to keep the amt of China tutors to a minimum haha. Dun get me started on them seriously. Guess this sem i'll have to work pretty hard. Changing Landscapes' giving me a little headache in terms of project, but i guess this is how things work in NUS. Hmm.

Went for IVP introductory training last Sat, would say it's pretty taxing on me. I'm super unfit, and they are superfit. Saw a few familiar faces amongst the freshies, kinda remembered their faces during Nationals. Really hope we could gel together, and train together. And ya, hope my fitness picks up. Still feeling sucky. Everyday i look in the mirror i get a little depressed. Gal will understand y.

Temasek, hmm how shld i put it, is fun but yet somehow i feel tt i'm still not very connected to the place. I'm not very close with my floor people, much less the entire block. OG as well, i wouldn't say we are very united too. So far i haven't had any invitation from anyone to do anything ie basketball, so i guess my relationship with the TH pple ain't tt good yet. Not tt i'm a ultra-happening guy too. But maybe tt's the reason y.

Funny thing is i went TH expecting to play ball and jam intensively. Up till now, nothing's been moving yet. And i'm assigned to a block which no one plays basketball except me. Got trashed big time during Inter-Block Games. Wonder was i a hero for my block, or a desperate loser who doesnt give up? Either ways, it doesnt matter. Cos u are not a winner, and in TH, they celebrate the winners. The losers? They just sulk in a corner like me. Hope i can prove them wrong in IHG.

It's interesting how things always turn out the way u dun want them to be. Just when i decide to relax on my guitar, Kai wants to join Power Jam. Which i think is good, but sad to say, u just can't go try without practising much. Not much is learnt when u are onstage feeling nervous thinking abt the next note to play. U learn when u are aware of the situation.

No idea what i'm rambling abt already.

Doing a little jazz at the moment. New musical direction, it's always fun. Even if it's just chords.

Like Joel, he can always beat u with chords. Hands down.

Good night.