I have begun the deletion process of my Travian account. Yea, it takes 3 days to delete, and i can change my mind within 24 hours of deletion. Hah. But fuck it, it has to go. It has turned into the kind of thing where i'm just playing it because i have to, not because i want to. It's not fun anymore, for i am attacking no one, no one is attacking me, and everyday i'm building to my goal to be a super impregnable fortress for reasons unknown. If it's already not so fun now, i cannot imagine how fun it will be when i'm a impregnable fortress.

Finally, i've finished learning X-Japan's "Tears" on acoustic guitar. But damn, it's a bitch to barre the shitty chords on the acoustic. So i whipped out my strat and had a much easier time playing with it. It's been months since i touched the electric. I feel tt my picking technique was gone, the speed was gone, if there was any to begin with. Basically, i've lost the picking touch already. Well it's ok, holidays are coming, there will be plenty of time to get it back i suppose.

I din manage to study at all today. Today was a totally off day. I went for 2 runs, each hoping to get rid of the moodiness in me. The first one in the afternoon was draining and did not help much. The second with Sichao in the evening was way better. Thanks for running with me. I dunno y, but i can connect the most with him amongst the rest of the bunch. Probably we are at similar stages in our lives so the understanding is better.

To special someone again: I feel better now. I just need motivation. Please give it to me. Thanks.

Goodbye.