Special note to special someone:

I'm sorry tt i'm "Tidak Apa" or however u spell it, but it's just the way i am. I thought u would have understood the way i work after so long, but it seems there's still more to understand from each other. I am appreciative of the things u have done for me. Thank you. I hope i dun have to make you worry someday.

End special note.

I see cobwebs in my room. I used the mini-vac and cleared them, killing the spiders in the process. Then i feared that due to the absence of the spiders, more flies/mosquitos will attack my room/me. This is so ironic. Which will you live with? Spiders or mosquitoes? I'm quite impartial to lizards btw. I love to have them in my room. There're like nature's road sweepers.

I had a test today. I went to the toilet at least 4 times. Exam nerves maybe? I think it's the IBS at work. Interesting. I shld have more test. Probably shit everything out and thereby losing some weight.

I'm trying very hard to cut down on supper already. Everytime i hang, i see them eating stuff. It looks delicious, i want to eat too. But to maintain my weight and also not to aggravate my IBS, i choose not to eat. I think it's a good decision. But my caffeine intake is also extremely high. I should cut down too. Mmm what other alternatives are there to jolt my lethargic body?

My exams are coming in like 2 weeks. 3 days in a row, 4 papers. I think i'm crazy this sem. Only a crazy person will plan such an insane schedule. I'm strategizing how to best prepare for my mods everyday. 2 open book, 1 free frag, and 1 pwned. I need to save the pwned one. It's only a lvl 1 module, but i cant grasp the calculus concepts at all. Shit.

I have white hair. They are so power that hair dye doesnt cover them at all. Like totally immune to dye. I'd like to have completely white hair. That will be so power. Speaking of hair, Xiang just blew 104 dollars doing his hair. Some perm shit. Seriously speaking, it looks crap, i cant see no curl at all. The hair isnt cut much either. I cant figure where the hell he got tt hairstyle idea from. Bad hair friend.

Kids are starting to call me Uncle. Tt means i'm really getting old. Probably i shld be alittle more mature and stop behaving like a kid? I guess tt's hard to do. Sometimes i'm quiet and reserved, sometimes i just rattle off like a machine gun, sometimes i just do really stupid things. It's really dependent on my mood. But like all Scorpios, u can't really guess what i'm thinking. Probably the only person who can read my thoughts is Shirui. She is power.

I'm pretty fed with my Logitech mouse. Yes i believed i have permanently damaged after playing D2 with it. Excessive clicking i think. Now the left button either doesnt click, or double clicks. And the double clicks are increasing recently. So i close 1 window = closing 2. Double clicking effectively disallows me from click-dragging too. There's many interesting phenomena tt happens when ur mouse decides to double-click, but i'll leave ur to figure it out urself. It has driven Shirui somewhat mad already.

But! I have decided to repair the mouse myself. Thank Logitech, for they have designed the casing such tt it is unopenable. Brilliant. I can't really say i've dismantled the mouse, for something is preventing me from removing the entire housing. So i can only somewhat peek into the mouse right now. Sprayed some contact cleaner, and wala. Mouse works somewhat fine again. Contact cleaner is my best friend. Guitar, CD drive and now Mouse. What next?

The only reason im not sending it for service is because i dun wanna use a wired backup mouse. It just doesnt work the same way a wireless mouse would. So yea too bad. Maybe if i buy a backup wireless mouse. Then maybe i will send the old fucker for service.

Time to cut my hair. It's shitty irritating. I cant have long hair la.