Tuesday, July 08, 2008

I tend to do alot of things myself, just purely because i enjoy being alone, and i enjoy being free from another person's opinions and ways of doing things. Tt's y i'm a one-man band, i go for shootarounds alone, i stay at home alot, minding my own business.

I only bother with pple whom i view are worth my time. I find these people special. They intrigue, inspire, help, humor, and most of all, understand how i behave.

Of course, Shirui is the most special of them all. It's fascinating to talk to her.

I can't really console a person who has just broken up with his/her partner. Cos to me, when it's over, it's over. You can only harp on it for so long, so it's totally up to you to decide when you wanna break out of your self-imposed misery. And do note, nobody bothers about your misery, your pain, all your shattered dreams.

Everyone has their life to live, so to be truthful, no one cares. So the more you harp and publicise about it, the more pathetic you appear to the people you know. Doesnt help you to be honest.

Just get over it asap i guess. We're already 24, not much time left to mope over people who don't love you.

Shrug.

Caught the doggie show "10 promises to my dog". Made me feel like i did not spend as much as i'd love to with Hapi. But it's just meant to be like that, cos i knew he's not my dog, and he's not gonna stay long. Shouldn't get too attached. It also clearly brings out the importance of being responsible for your pet. Many times, owners tend to neglect their pets, especially dogs, cos they are really loyal animals and need alot of love and attention.

And Kai used to say 2 hours a day is enough for Hapi. How can you be a dog owner when you say stuff like that? There's never enough, and sorry to say, you really have to sacrifice quite abit when you get a dog.

I'll try not to get a dog myself, cos i know somewhere somehow i'll neglect it. Either intentionally or unintentionally. So why put the poor animal through such suffering? Unless Shirui really really wants to get a Sheltie and is willing and able to take care of it. At the expense of me. Pffft.

Workout Log:
3km jog
10 x 5 Chin ups + 10 Pushups + 15 Box Jumps
20 OTOT finger pushups.

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